Welcome. You’ve landed in a place you never asked to be – yet here you are.
And I want you to know: I see you.
When someone you love dies by suicide, there is a door that closes behind you and the terrain ahead is fragile and impossible to understand.
What once felt certain becomes fragile.
There are the questions no one can answer.
The aching why’s. The could-I-have-known’s. The deep, unspoken shame.
It lives in the silence. In your body.
But this grief – your grief – deserves to be met with care, not isolation.
I am developing various support packages because I know the quiet devastation this loss brings. And whilst it can be different for all of us – we often feel we have to stay strong for everyone else.
I also know the slow, powerful journey of reclaiming time for yourself – for your life – not in spite of the pain, but through it.
This space is for those who want more than to just make it through the day with a forced smile on their face.
It’s for those ready to gently, courageously begin the work of true healing and find purpose in their lives.
Whether you’ve lost your child, your partner, your sibling, or your parent.
You are not alone. And healing is possible. Even here. Even now.
You are welcome here as you are.
“Hope isn’t about pretending it’s okay. It’s about trusting that one day, it might be.”
Hi my name is Dr Sue. And I get it.
If you’re reading this then it’s because you’re living with a kind of pain few truly grasp. I’ve been there too.
When my brother took his own life in 2015, it felt like everything I knew was shattered. He wasn’t just family — he was my big brother, my sense of safety, the person I called when I needed advice.
I was a single mum with 4 children at the time and his loss left me with huge feelings of guilt, confusion, and a silence so heavy it felt suffocating. Even as a counsellor and psychologist, I felt lost — like I was an alien on a strange land without a GPS.
So, I did what many of us do: I kept moving forward. I stayed strong, held myself together for the kids, and tried to ignore the pain. I kept taking them to school, cooking dinner and helping them with their homework. I constantly felt guilty. Guilty that I couldn’t save my brother. Guilty when I was enjoying time with the kids – like I should still be grieving. And guilty when I wasn’t present – afraid my sadness was hurting them too.
For a while, it seemed to help. But eventually, the grief caught up, and I found myself exhausted, disconnected, and questioning everything – who I was now, what life was all about, and if healing was even possible.
But healing is possible. And it begins with small, intentional steps.
Now, I work with people navigating the complicated path of suicide loss. Together, we move beyond merely surviving to build lives filled with meaning, calmness, and hope. You don’t have to face this alone – I now know that you don’t have to erase your love or your grief to heal.
REBUILD
An Online Community for Suicide Loss Survivors
Launching this September on Suicide Prevention Awareness Day
A safe, trauma-informed space to reconnect, regulate, and rebuild after suicide grief.
Inside REBUILD, you’ll find expert-led guidance and practical workshops grounded in the science of trauma, alongside compassionate peer support that honours your loss. Whether you’re newly bereaved or years down the road, this is where healing meets belonging – and where you’re never alone in the silence of suicide grief.
Let’s build this community together – because we are most definitely,
always,
Stronger Together ❤️🙏❤️
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RECLAIM YOU
Parenting Course
A 6-Week Course for those Parenting Children while Navigating Suicide Grief
A compassionate, trauma-informed journey designed to help grieving parents find calm, clarity, and connection.
Using EMDR-informed tools, this course blends nervous system regulation practices, meaning-making, and renewed hope – guiding you to reclaim your strength and purpose while supporting your family.
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EMDR Grief Retreat
RELEASE, RISE, RECLAIM
Join us for a 5-day residential retreat designed specifically for women grieving a suicide loss.
Through EMDR group therapy, nature-based healing, sound journeys, singing, movement, ceremony and compassionate group support, we help you shift from pain to purpose.
Set in beautiful, tranquil natural settings in the UK
Led by Dr. Sue Egan and a holistic trauma-informed facilitation team.
Morning movement, EMDR group therapy and grief workshops.
Afternoon rest, massage, willow craft and nature walks.
Evening fire circles, sound baths, singing and reflective ritual.
This retreat is for you if:
You’ve lost a loved one to suicide and feel you have processed the grief as much as you can alone.
You still get overwhelmed by guilt, flashbacks, or numbness – even years later.
You want to reconnect with your body, your purpose, and your spirit.
Places are very limited.
Reserve Your Spot.
NEXT RETREAT APRIL 2026
Family or Individual EMDR Intensives
HEALING TOGETHER
Online or in-person intensives for bereaved families or individuals – combining EMDR, meaning-making and rebuilding bonds.
EXPLORE INTENSIVES
The Healing Narratives of Suicide Grief Podcast
Real Stories. Raw Emotions. Remarkable Healing.
The “Healing Narratives of Suicide Grief” podcast is a space where stories of loss, love, and transformation are honoured. Hosted by Dr. Sue Egan, each episode explores the lived experience of suicide grief through interviews with survivors and those learning to live again after devastating loss.
Listen for:
- Honest conversations about grief, trauma, and recovery
- EMDR and somatic strategies for healing
- Guilt, shame, and meaning-making after suicide
- Insights for individuals, families, and communities
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LISTEN NOW10% of all profits from our courses, retreats, and community go to support various suicide grief bereavement charities – helping ensure peer-led support remains freely available for those navigating the heartbreak of suicide loss.
Our collaboration with SoBs [Survivors in Bereavement by Suicide] is rooted in shared values: trauma-awareness, compassion, and community care.
Find them here: SoBS
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Let’s talk. No pressure. Just space to explore.
Choose from:
- Online Expert-led Community
- Online Parenting Course
- EMDR Grief Retreats
- Family & Individual EMDR Intensives
- Organisational Bespoke Support Packages
- Keynote Speaking
